H.U.R.T
Have u ever felt your heart break? Like, literally break. The pain is so intense on your chest, right where your heart rests. And with it comes the weird breathing, fast and laboured. You can hear your broken heart beating in your ears. Then the hot flush. Then that terrible tight feeling in your throat. You wanna cry but you don't wanna cry... And yet you should cry because after you've let all the hurt out you know you'll feel better... For a little while... Because each time I think of him I'm back to square one. Same old pain over and over again. Torture. And it's funny because I can stop this. I can put and end to all the pain. ... But that would mean I won't ever see him again... Or talk to him again... Do I want that? No. I don't. I should... But... I don't want to. Because I love him. I love him with all my heart. I know he doesn't love me that way... But I do :'( I really do. - Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone Location: Corringham