This sounds so like Winter!

Life. Why are we here? What's the purpose of it all? We are born, we grow up, we grow old, and then we die. That can't be all there is to it, can it? Sometimes I just sit and think about these things. Usually after i've had a large glass of wine lol! Like now. I'm on my second glass of wine, Penelope is fast asleep, and there's American Dad playing in the background. The lights are dimmed and my sitting room feels very cozy. I feel a bit sleepy, or it could just be the wine getting to my head. Either way, I'm thinking about stuff, about life. About everything that's happened in the past five years. How my life has changed. Things aren't perfect, I dont ever expect them to be. But they're different in a good way. I am happy. My little family is happy. We are all in good health and things are looking up. We have God to thank for that, 100%. Work is great, I've got a couple of really good friends, and quite a few aquainances. I always mee

Wow. I don't even know what to say. I am literally just sat her with a glass of red wine and typing this. I've just finished watching Love Island and now I don't know what to do with myself for the rest of the night. I suddenly remembered that I have a blog that I've been neglecting for over a year. Wow. It's been long. Way too long. And this just goes to prove what I'm like. I get really passionate about stuff one minute and totally abandon them the next. Not good. I'll try to do better. So let's see, from the last time I was here a lot has changed about my life. I'm now a mother to a gorgeous baby girl, Penelope. Not so much a baby anymore, she's 14 months and growing too fast. She's literally the best thing ever. I never knew I could love anyone the way I love her. I would give my life for her without thinking twice about it. Needless to say, my life has now acquired a new meaning and purpose. What can I say, life is good, I